De Bombay à la Russie, Claire en détails

Rosa Amor del Olmo

Lorsque Claire arriva en Russie ce n’était pas précisément en temps de paix, ni des temps heureux, ni des temps encourageants. Il s’agissait plutôt de temps embrouillés. Sans savoir pourquoi, l’arrivée à l’aéroport de Moscou se fit à coups de fusil. Maudite heure cette heure-là ! Mon amie avait mis une veste-tailleur de couleur vert-kaki, avec un col, des boutons et des poches de couleur noire ce qui lui donnait un air de petit soldat germanique. En plein changement politique, les militaires étaient à bout, sans savoir à qui s’en prendre, tout pouvait arriver, c’était dans les années 90. Le pire fut quand ils mirent tous les voyageurs de l’avion dans un bus jaune à la russe, c’est à dire, des plus dégoutants du régime (elle avait vu mieux à Cuba, c’est tout dire). On les emmena sans explication aucune vers on ne sait où. Ils avaient gardé leur passeport et la majorité de leurs affaires personnelles, le sac à main, l’appareil photos japonais… sauf l’argent de poche. Claire avait publié divers articles qui parlaient du régime soviétique de manière discutable. 

En Russie, l’été est différent, il n’y a presque pas de nuit, et au lieu d’attendre que la nuit tombe, ce à quoi on s’attend normalement, là, non, on reste dans une sorte de tombée du jour perpétuel. Notre petite Claire avait perdu la notion du temps, car elle venait de Bombay où elle avait vécu de longs mois avec un horaire, en Russie elle en trouva un autre, et il s’était passé pas mal d’heures dans ce lieu où on les avait conduits dans ce sinistre bus jaune. La sensation de ne pas savoir quelle heure il était ni combien de temps s’était écoulé est assez surréaliste. Enfin ! bon, je ne le recommande à personne. Notre petite Claire disait toujours qu’elle préférait mille fois l’Espagne sans lumière à n’importe quel pays, toutes lampes allumées. Soudain, la chance à la Unamuno entra – ce doit être à cause de ses origines basques – et elle se mit à penser, effectivement, comme le faisait don Miguel, Dieu ne pouvait être qu’Espagnol. C’était évident qu’il fallait revenir à la maison ! Claire avait été trop de temps hors de chez elle.

L’endroit n’était pas un hôtel, tu parles ! des séries d’appartements gris comme des appartements de quartier, comme dans tous les pays de l’Est, appartements laids, pleins de militaires qui contrôlent constamment la situation. On leur avait montré une pièce plutôt nauséabonde, sale, avec des matelas superposés de couleur indéfinie, deux lits et quatre personnes pour les deux lits. La pièce était pleine de cafards dans tous les coins, bien que cela importait peu car on sait bien que ces choses-là arrivent dès qu’il fait chaud. Enfin, ça arrive ! Claire pensa : alors on se la joue à la courte-paille ! Quatre pour deux lits… Je vois ça mal, j’aime encore mieux le sol de pierre, les papiers ou la censure ! Claire pensait toujours un tas de bêtises dans ces moments tragiques, il lui arrivait aussi des chansonnettes odieuses qui donnent envie d’homicide en les écoutant comme «Colegiala, colegiala ! ou n’importe quoi de Georgie Dann, citoyen que la moitié du monde chantonne dans les cas désespérés et l’autre moitié le voue à la potence. C’est comme ça, quand tout va mal, ou bien on appelle une pute, Evaaaa, et ça c’est pour celui qui a la chance d’avoir une amie de ce genre, mais en tous cas on ne chantonne pas le premier acte ou la finale de la Traviata, non, non, je ne sais pas pourquoi, mais c’est comme ça, c’est toujours une ritournelle absurde. «Putain de putain» se disait Claire, qui alla s’asseoir sur des marches qui donnaient accès aux blocs où on avait conduit toutes les autres personnes.

– Mais qu’est-ce qu’on fait ici ? ça m’énerve ! Je veux manger avec papa et les enfants… Je vais respirer… oui, il vaut mieux une bonne bouffée d’air… Non, mieux encore, je vais prier, bon, en réalité, je suis tranquille, je peux mourir, j’ai la conscience en paix… Non, non, je ne veux pas souffrir…

Son cœur battait la chamade.

Le plus curieux pour Claire et elle ne comprenait pas, c’est qu’en réalité, il y avait peu de gens de son vol, pour ne pas dire, aucun, ou peut-être si, un Coréen, le reste des gens qui étaient là étaient des Iraniens, des Kurdes et que sais-je ! La majorité parlaient arabe et des dialectes bizarres. On l’avait bien eue ! se disait notre petite Claire. Elle s’approcha du Coréen pour entamer la conversation. Chouette ! c’était un Coréen qui parlait portugais, selon ses explications en un portugais quasi incompréhensible, il allait à Lisbonne dans une clinique d’acupuncture. Les Coréens comme les Japonnais et les Orientaux sont supers pour ces choses-là.

Bien, sous le regard attentif des militaires russes qui n’arrêtaient pas de viser avec leurs fusils, le Coréen, un peu boiteux, c’est vrai, se prépara à masser le cou de Claire, un cou, évidemment plus de canard malade que de cygne. De nouveau une situation surréaliste dans un moment terriblement tragique, criminel pourrait-on même dire. Le Coréen bavard, qui baragouinait un portugais incompréhensible, ne comprenait rien non plus, mais il était encore plus nerveux que Claire, celle-ci se mit alors à chantonner des trucs ignobles voire hystériques comme des pasodobles, España cañí[1]

Il y avait un petit bois en face du bloc de maisons. Claire ne prit pas soin d’entrer dans la pièce se coucher, car s’il y avait une chose qu’elle n’avait pas c’était bien l’envie de dormir. Elle avait mal à une hanche car une femme-soldat lui avait donné un  coup avec son fusil, elle était épuisée. Allez donc dormir avec ça ! En plus, elle observait que le bus jaune était toujours là. «Ils ont peut-être prévu un horaire de départ comme dans les agences de voyages», pensa-t-elle de manière puérile. Devant le regard de tous, Claire restait assise sur les marches des blocs, sa longue chevelure rassemblée en un chignon, le Coréen lui caressant son cou de girafe et faisant entendre des petits craquements qui remettent la colonne vertébrale en place et remettent à neuf… Le militaire qui n’avait pas abandonné la place et qui était déjà énervé par tant de tripotage de cou, comme tous les militaires, il s’imaginait une conspiration. Les militaires vivent sans arrêt sur le qui-vive.

Soudain, Claire eut ce qu’elle croyait une bonne idée. C’est qu’on ignorait toujours le pourquoi de leur présence ici. On ne savait pas s’il s’agissait d’une simple escale d’un avion qui avait du retard et qui rassemblaient les gens d’un peu partout ou bien pour faire une meilleure répartition enfin que sais-je, car de son avion, il n’y avait que le Coréen masseur. Bon, ce n’est peut-être qu’un passage avant de prendre le prochain vol pour Madrid à moins qu’il ne se passe quelque chose de bizarre mais personne n’est au courant, personne ne donne d’explications parce que personne ne parle anglais. Elle eut une idée. Personne ne va me croire en Espagne lorsque je leur raconterai cela ! Seuls les gens qui voyagent savent que ça arrive et bien d’autres choses encore. En réalité, on n’est jamais protégé, on est à la merci de n’importe quelle atrocité. Elle eut une idée, mais la panique la prit. Pour un peu elle en aurait eu une angine de poitrine. Armée de courage, comme toujours, elle se souvint de Huidobro  qui avait été correspondant de presse pendant la guerre. Elle pensa qu’il pouvait lui sauver la vie dans la situation où elle se trouvait. Elle se sentit heureuse de savoir tant de choses et de pouvoir avoir le courage de se transformer, de pouvoir se fourrer dans les affaires qu’un autre   avait connu dans les livre ou peut-être qu’elle le connaissait déjà.  Claire se concentrait.

Elle se souvint que ces militaires avaient conservé son passeport – ça tombait mal – mais dans son sac à main, en plus de quelques pièces elle avait deux documents importants qui pourraient impressionner un Russe un peu sot, un des documents était une carte de CSIC (Conseil Supérieur d’Investigation Scientifique) et l’autre était sa carte de presse qu’elle avait obtenue de droit grâce à ses différentes collaboration au Washington Post.

Claire faisait de bonnes interviews à des personnes de marque et ensuite elle les vendait en freelance. Ces entrevues avaient été réalisées auprès d’académiciens de langue espagnole. Grâce à son ami Ricardito Barbas, elle gardait cette carte de journaliste qu’elle n’avait évidemment jamais utilisé, mais dans cette circonstance cela pourrait lui sauver la vie. De manière fugace elle se souvint du visage, des manières de l’académicien lorsque Claire lui demanda s’ils pensaient asseoir un jour dans le fauteuil d’académicien un correspondant de guerre, comme Vicente Huidobro et elle se rappela les différentes positions académiques, les différentes idéologies… et que ferait en réalité un correspondant de guerre à l’Académie Espagnole ? C’est que nous voulons être partout ! Tout le monde n’est pas Vicente Huidobro, mais enfin, c’est comme inventer une réalité pour qu’elle se produise, n’est-ce pas ? Ensuite, ce fut le tour de Pérez Reverte. Claire pensa dans un pot-pourri d’images tourmentées, rapidement, vite, vite, seul l’objectif d’une caméra de cinéma découvrirait avec exactitude le parcours d’un canard français dans un étang. Il n’y a rien de tel que d’inventer une chose pour que ça se produise, je le répète. Sa tête était une cocote minute avec ses musiques absurdes, ses bruits de lave-vaisselle, ça lui arrivait quand elle avait ses migraines, ce qui arrivait vingt jours par mois, affaire hormonale disaient les médecins, ces cruels guerriers de la douleur qui deviennent des assassins quand ils ne peuvent plus combattre. Résistez comme vous pourrez, vous devrez vivre avec vos migraines.

En toute sécurité, un correspondant de guerre devrait être toujours créatif en tout et avoir une imagination fantastique, romanesque ou fournir des sujets de peur avec des donnés, plein de donnés, mais de là à faire quelque chose en langue espagnole… C’est bien pour cela qu’il y a des gens de métier, des experts, des gens qui ont étudié pour ça et que Dieu met à un endroit précis exprès. Je vois que nous sommes de nouveau face à l’intrusion ; enfin, ce qui était clair c’est qu’un correspondant pouvait vivre et observer une bataille comme Huidobro et être poète. Ce qui ne paraît pas admissible du tout c’est que des Hispanistes et autres érudits de la linguistique et de la littérature espagnole soient en train de mourir au-delà des frontières en attendant qu’une fois ou l’autre on  reconnaisse leur travail de forçat. Ce qui ne paraît pas admissible c’est qu’en ce moment même, dans notre pays, dans nos académies, nos institutions nos prix littéraires… on introduise une longue liste de personnages de la dernière heure au lieu d’y inclure ceux-ci. La vie avec le temps oblige à se relaxer, à laisser son radicalisme et c’est alors que tout devient uniforme, au milieu de la médiocrité on peut être témoin de quelque chose, tranquillement sans que la conscience morale ne proteste : la pensée aboutit  à l’absentéisme social.

En effet, le militaire lut l’énoncé de Presse et devint tout pâle. Il sortit rapidement, se mit à parler au téléphone et à l’instant, un véhicule militaire arriva qui emmena Claire de nouveau à Moscou. Me tuer, non, ils ne vont pas me tuer, se disait-elle d’une voix timide, et avec la force de caractère qui la caractérisait, Claire se trouvait calme, autant qu’on puisse l’être dans ces cas-là, mises à part ces chansonnettes affreuses. «Pourquoi les nerfs me lâcheraient-ils, maintenant !» se disait-elle.

Enfin, on la conduisit pour parler en anglais avec ce qui devait être un haut gradé. Elle ne comprenait pas très bien ce qui se passait, mais elle put comprendre que la situation était tragique, qu’il y avait des bouleversements civils et par dessus tout, les Russes entendaient donner une bonne image à l’extérieur. Quelques militaires pensaient à séquestrer un avion, retenir les gens en otages, mais, ils voulaient des Européens, pas des Arabes. Ils étaient contents d’en avoir trouvé une. «Ah ! Mon Dieu !» pensait Claire. Prenant en compte ses capacités de correspondant et alors qu’il y avait des révoltes dans le sud du pays, son objectif était clair, elle devrait aller dans le Transsibérien faire tout le trajet pour publier l’état de la situation. «Quoi ? Dans le Transsibérien !» Elle expliqua qu’elle avait une famille, des enfants, un père… que ce ne serait pas possible… Les militaires lui démontrèrent que la situation était d’une intensité absolue. Claire demanda à passer un appel téléphonique. En larmes, elle parla à son père et à ses enfants. C’est peut-être Dieu qui voulait qu’elle soit là. Ce ne serait qu’une quinzaine de jours, les enfants étaient à la plage… Mais, elle, quand est-ce qu’elle se reposerait ? «Et mes affaires ?» se disait-elle. Un autre haut gradé, blond lui aussi, les tempes dégarnies comme tous les militaires russes parce qu’ils étaient tous pareils, lui expliqua que la situation était extrêmement compliquée, qu’il y avait des otages, qu’elle était la seule journaliste européenne qu’ils avaient sous la main. Elle devait couvrir l’événement, rapporter des nouvelles. Elle le devait au peuple russe, disaient-ils. Claire pensa : Que diable peut-elle bien devoir au peuple russe ! Elle s’en foutait de la Russie. Elle n’en avait rien à cirer.

– S’il vous plait, dit-elle, au moins, permettez-moi d’avoir une petite valise.

Elle voulait se doucher, se parfumer, elle ne savait pas l’heure qu’il était. Je vais aller dans le Transsibérien, j’ira comme Huidobro, se disait-elle. Seulement la vie me pèse beaucoup, je ne suis pas si riche que le poète chilien. Elle se sentait malheureuse. Quelle humanité pourrie ! On m’envoie en Sibérie ! Au secours ! Personne ne va me croire, en Espagne personne ne croit en personne ! Le plus invraisemblable t’arrive au moment le plus inattendu. Heureusement elle n’aurait pas  besoin d’aller jusqu’à Vladisvostok, à un autre moment, avec d’autres compagnons, peut-être, cela ne lui aurait rien fait, mais, bon comme correspondant de guerre, deux ans en Inde sans retourner en Espagne et au retour, la voilà dans ce bourbier… Elle ne se faisait pas beaucoup d’illusions !

Un tas d’idées lui revenaient, très rapides, elles s’accrochaient littéralement à son estomac, soudain elle avait pitié d’elle-même, voilà qu’elle était prise de pitié, elle s’aimait beaucoup et elle aurait voulu s’embrasser, elle voulait pleurer, rire parce qu’elle était vivante ; en même temps, elle  savait que probablement lorsqu’elle mourrait, on lui accorderait un tas de prix, car si non… la vie ne méritait pas la peine d’être vécue… c’était toujours sa mentalité enfantine, féminine qui lui revenait. Enfin, c’est ce que je pensais, moi, son amie, moi qui la connaissais si bien alors.

Claire avait toujours eu foi en elle-même… elle se faisait toute petite, résumant les grands conflits de l’humanité à rien, comme lorsqu’on va mourir, on pense que tout ça c’est bien peu de choses, qu’au fond, on s’en fiche un peu, ce sont des moments où on perd l’échelle des valeurs, cette échelle qu’on nous a inculquée, les objets, les événements, les personnes, les phrases, les chansons, les maisons… les choses et aussi les fromages. Claire priait maintenant et chaque fois elle réussissait à retrouver le calme après la tempête. Enfin, des larmes plein les yeux, elle prit place dans le wagon du train le plus long du monde pour couvrir l’événement et revenir de ce bourbier le plus gaillardement possible et enfin retourner à la maison et vite.

«L’Orient» est rouge,  sur les 9 289 km de parcours, il y a 1777 km en Europe et 7512 en Asie. Claire n’aurait pas à faire tout le parcours, heureusement, le conflit se situait dans une petite ville, près de Omsk. Son article parlait de l’éternelle magnificence de l’empire russe, de la persévérance, une note sur le transport, sur les trajets de Michel Strogoff, des terres de l’épopée fascinante, enfin, elle ne parlerait pas des milliers d’hommes qui ont péri au cours de la construction du Transsibérien, travaux qui ont été réalisés à marche forcée. Elle ne parlerait pas dans son article de la douleur humaine. Elle arriva enfin au lieu de la révolte et comme toujours elle se trouva face à quelques paysans qui s’opposaient à tout changement par peur de voir leur vie exposée à l’histoire, à la faim, à la misère. La force du peuple russe… Serait-ce un rêve ? Le train était… le sifflement de la conscience humaine, ce bruit qui tourmente ceux qui sont morts ayant cru que tout est bien quand on s’en remet au succès, cette corruption métallique et matérielle  pour laquelle nous luttons tous vainement, parce que nous arrivons tous au même lieu, sans même le savoir ou presque, en éludant la question. Elle avait donné sa veste de cuir de Guignard, marque française, pour avoir de quoi prendre une boisson chaude. Elle admirait la force des femmes russes, elle s’imprégnait d’elles, elle les imitaient dans un fabuleux complot de la guerre des sexes.

Dans l’ombre du train il y eut plus que de la peur, de l’incertitude, qui est la sœur cadette du déséquilibre, des corps penchés au milieu des ombres amères qui implorent la pitié de l’humanité, solitude infinie et répétitive qui pénètre nos cœurs d’une grande inquiétude, un rôle qu’elle doit jouer, elle qui s’était dit mille fois qu’elle n’avait pas vocation à être correspondant, ni à raconter ce qu’elle voit, ni ce qui se dit, ni… rien. Car raconter ce qu’on voit est impossible, les mots qui se suivent, qui s’entrechoquent dans une fiction qui ne nous appartient pas, dans la fable irréelle que suppose l’écriture, sera toujours impassible, anodin, il vaut mieux que cela passe par une plume vivante. Les événements à raconter qu’ils nous plaisent ou non, seront toujours tamisés par notre esprit, notre sensibilité ou même notre moralité vraie ou postiche, morale ou perçue comme telle, peu importe, c’est un écueil dont il faut venir à bout : nous mêmes et notre perception des choses et celle qui nous mène parfois à désirer la mort. D’autres perçoivent les choses de façon différente, ils n’en ont pas toujours conscience et peuvent en être heureux. Si l’écrivain veut ou prétend raconter la vérité, il voit et perçoit autant par le cœur que par l’esprit sans l’intervention de ces éléments, comme l’écriture qui a aussi son sens, il perd la valeur sémantique, la structure du sens, du vrai sens, l’écriture transforme la chose vue en chose sentie. Mais la vie aussi, dans certaines occasions est celle qui nous donne une vocation que nous n’avons pas désirée, comme avec les enfants, c’est la même chose parce que cela suit le même processus. Elle acheta quelques pommes de terre chaudes à des femmes russes, là où on vend de tout, une lampe, des fruits sauvages des bois voisins, des chaussures ou des brioches bizarres. Comme on se sent bizarre au milieu de ces gens si différents ! Des visages bizarres et inconnus, des enfants affamés et nerveux, quelques Irakiens, tous mutilés, les pauvres ! Avec des bras et des pieds artificiels, en plastique, leur vie détruite par la guerre, voyageant d’un lieu à l’autre. Dieu seul sait pourquoi. Ils avalent des boissons étranges ressemblant à du coca-cola mais chaud, comme l’eau, maintenant qu’il fait chaud et ce train  rappelle constamment ces villages qui ont vécu du troc pendant des années, de l’ostracisme en lequel en réalité nous sommes tous installés, que cela nous plaise ou non.

Soudain, Claire vit que dans le Transsibérien tous les gens de son monde voyageaient. Elle contemplait fascinée toutes les époques, des milliers de personnages, le monde entier, sans doute, la vie entière, sa vie était là et son plus grand regret était que personne ne voulait la voir, c’était comme si elle les avait tous trahis. Le monde fictif – le monde des lecteurs, entendons-nous bien – et celui de la réalité – le mien –  se donnaient la main et Claire ne savait pas bien  quel moment elle vivait, mais tout le monde commença à la regarder en l’accusant de trahison, ils avaient les yeux rouges de chagrin, des larmes de faim et de désespoir. Des hommes aux mains inutiles pour la musique ou pour les caresses à cause du froid et des mouchoirs. Beaucoup de mouchoirs, des têtes couvertes de tissus pour redevenir des créatures enfantines qui crient à l’unisson sa douleur comme les grincements du train. Claire s’était évanouie.

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Ces choses tournaient dans la tête de Claire, quand elle se rendit compte – détruisant son monde de rêves et de réalités – qu’elle n’avait pas préparé le repas et les enfants allaient arriver d’un moment à l’autre, avec probablement très faim, comme d’habitude. Cela ne faisait qu’un mois qu’elle était revenue de son expérience russe. Son reportage fut publié avec succès et bien payé. Les questions politiques avaient été réglées par l’intermédiaire de l’ambassade, mais Claire demeura encore quelques temps, les nerfs à vif. Elle resta quelque temps sans prendre le train. Mais la vie ne laisse pas beaucoup de place aux pleurs et aux lamentations. C’est à cela que Claire faisait allusion quand elle disait que les enfants ramènent sur terre  dont sans aucun doute la condition d’être spécial détache continuellement. Toi, l’être choisi, immortel, tu dois te mettre à cuisiner ou à nettoyer les toilettes. La vie est ainsi, l’existence aussi et avec ces prémisses il fallait l’accepter si ce qu’on veut c’est être de ce monde, moi aussi je pense comme toi, c’est pour cela que nous sommes amies. Sûrement, pendant  qu’elle nettoyait les toilettes, elle se souvenait de Rabelais. Pourquoi ? Mais si, parce que lorsqu’on conduit sa vie en suivant des messages précis, et qu’on les a insérés dans la vie et dans l’esprit, comme quelque chose de naturel, alors, ils jailliront  tout naturellement au moment le plus inattendu, comme les militaires. Voilà l’aventure de ce qu’on peut appeler le surréalisme. Rabelais, Rabelais, poète remarquable, pourquoi ne vas-tu pas prendre l’air afin de me laisser tranquille au milieu de tous ces choses répugnantes de la vie quotidienne ? Qu’est-ce que tu viens faire maintenant ? Toujours le sublime en guerre contre le terrestre, c’était la lutte acharnée de la vie. La chansonnette affreuse qui courait dans ma tête au moment où je voulais le plus de recueillement, peut-être est-ce une forme d’échappatoire, le beau et le terrible, je ne sais pas.

Cela lui arrivait souvent pendant les enterrements. Ce qui est sûr c’est que sa présence dans ce type de manifestations sociales a été, et elle l’est toujours, une preuve extraordinaire de fermeté et d’estime de soi. Que faire ! Moi, je l’ai vue et j’ai constaté l’ambiance. Tout le monde voit le tragique à sa façon, l’homme face à la douleur extrême reste inaltérable dans ses relations si ancienne que soit la naissance de l’homme qui n’est rien d’autre que la naissance du tragique. D’où venons-nous se demande Nietzsche ? Bien évidemment on ne sépare pas le tragique de l’art, de là la naissance et le déroulement de nos vies. Quel malheur que de mettre un nom sous les sentiments, le lecteur doit bien prendre compte de cela de temps en temps ! Comme c’est gênant que notre Dictionnaire ait cette manie de mettre chaque mot à un endroit précis comme si tout devait avoir une explication et une place.

Arriver au cimetière et trembler d’émotion allaient toujours de paire. Un sourire nerveux commençait à envahir son corps dès le moment où elle s’approchait de la place des adieux, comme elle le confesse elle-même. C’est que naître est quelque chose d’apparemment heureux mais s’en aller l’est aussi. En réalité, par son caractère même, parce qu’elle voyait les faits avant, parce qu’elle savait par cœur d’où on venait, et probablement par destin, Claire a été habituée aux adieux, comme les enfants, même si parfois, et c’est logique, ces gestes sont aussi durs pour elle que pour n’importe qui. La mort était toujours là, et ce qui préoccupait Claire plus que tout, c’était les réactions, c’est à dire, l’étude des émotions plus que le nœud de l’action – c’est à dire la mort – que cela provoque chez les autres.

Pour cela, les mots classiques des femmes en deuil la faisaient rire. Ces cris plaintifs qui changent de tons comme les meilleures actrices, mais bien sûr ça n’est que l’apparence. Les phrases sans cesse répétées comme «il s’en est allé», «il nous a laissées seules», «quel visage il a conservé», «il était si bon», – celle-là, c’est une des pires – , «qu’il était bon», tout cela produisait chez Claire un état étrange de piété et de plaisanterie, si l’on ne croit ni à la souffrance, ni au cri, ni aux pleurs des autres. Les enterrements sont très bien, parce que c’est ce qu’il faut faire surtout quand on est en âge de mourir, c’est à dire, surtout quand la mort arrive à un âge naturel. Il est possible de voir, chaque fois qu’on assiste à des funérailles, funérailles ou messe pour les défunts chez les catholiques, comme le verbe se fait chair devant la vraie contemplation et la vérification que en réalité personne n’a la foi, même pas les prêtres. Avouent-ils avec naturel leur provenance scénique ? Non. ce n’est même pas clair. Eux, ce n’est pas pareil, ils n’appartiennent pas au monde des passions, ou du moins, ce n’est pas évident, ils ne sont pas comme le reste du monde, donc ils ne sont pas comme Jésus-Christ qui s’est fait homme, celui-là dont ils parlent tant et dont ils ne se sont pas rendus compte que son humilité est pour tous, même aujourd’hui, toujours inaccessible. Pourquoi n’a-t-on pas trouvé le docteur Jivago ?

Le plus important, le fondamental de l’art théâtral c’est l’interprétation, y compris quand on montre le quotidien sur scène, le théâtre reconstruit les fragments par ses propres procédés en ayant pour devise l’interprétation. Montrer la vie sur scène c’est en fait interpréter la vie, et à partir de là, ce qui est sérieux devient amusant et ce qui est amusant sans doute devient tragédie. Quand nous sommes de retour dans le monde des personnages… c’est fini. Depuis les fameux Couplets pour la mort de mon père, de Jorge Manrique – une trace très claire de la conscience des mondes fictifs – jusqu’à aujourd’hui, nous n’arrêtons pas de faire le tour du monde des morts, au rythme du temps. L’imagination est ainsi faite, on s’imagine mort, on imagine notre propre enterrement, comment faut-il compter les personnages pour survivre dans le monde du quotidien et du sublime, en dépassant la course émotionnelle des phrases toutes faites : «Je t’accompagne dans le malheur», les petites tapes dans le dos, les petits coups sur la main, les regards complices, les visages accablés, sans que personne ne dise, par exemple, «mais qu’est-ce que tu vas être bien, ma vieille !» car c’est en réalité ce qu’on pense. Ce n’est pas irrévérencieux,  c’est savoir être là quand les circonstances changent. Les enterrements faisaient rire Claire et elle n’y pouvait rien, sympathiser avec les deux mondes était très compliqué, précisément à cause des liens de la vie et du théâtre. Pour Claire, les enterrements devraient être beaucoup plus intimes et plus longs, autrement. Un enterrement d’introversion de douleur infinie pour un adieux momentané, ponctuel vers ces êtres que nous aimons ou que nous pensons qu’ils nous sont indispensables, et comme ils le sont, nous les faisons exister dans notre vie, dans nos mots, dans nos expressions, nos idées et nos rêves. En réalité personne n’est mort de douleur de la mort, c’est donc qu’on doit survivre à ce quelque chose. Bon, et les autres ? Qui va me pleurer tous les jours ? Qui va avoir besoin de moi, vraiment et va arrêter la mise en scène d’enterreur professionnel ? Je pense donc que personne ne m’aime… ? Parce que le téléphone ne sonne pas ? Ou bien la trace universelle, éternelle que tu veux laisser chez ceux qui restent doit transcender un peu plus l’âme humaine, le dialogue du prévisible vers l’imprévisible que suppose une vie dans laquelle celui que nous aimons n’est pas. Alors, pour cela, il n’est pas nécessaire qu’il meure pour de vrai, nous pouvons les assassiner joyeusement ou faire que quelqu’un vive en nous pour toujours.

Claire avait souvent rêvé d’une profession comme celle de fossoyeur, ou de régent de pompes funèbres, car de toutes évidences, le spectacle quotidien devait valoir le coup d’être vu, d’être considéré et d’être écrit.

Après avoir mangé une boite entière d’amendes grillées, il est facile d’imaginer l’état de mon estomac. Je continue. Les enfants viennent dans ta biographie altérant un peu, il faut le dire, ton quotidien et pour cette raison on ne peut pas reconnaître dans la vie une rupture aussi évidente avec la réalité parce que de quelque manière que ce soit, on a construit notre vie de façon nouvelle et inaltérable. La perte de nos enfants suppose l’antibiographie parce que ce ne sont pas des êtres qui vont et viennent comme les autres personnes qu’on peut faire entrer ou sortir de notre vie. Les enfants quand ils arrivent s’installent dans la vie et celle-ci ne se conçoit pas tout à fait pareille sans eux parce que dans une autre vie, ils ne seraient pas là. Bon, ces idées passeront vite, naturellement on avait beaucoup de choses à faire, on a l’âge de ses projets, si ce n’est qu’on avait eu un accès de solitude, d’inquiétude devant l’abîme de se retrouver seule, fatiguée, on aurait dit qu’avec les enfants on avait perdu l’habitude… et voilà à nouveau l’heure de recommencer à aimer la tranquillité que nous donne la solitude physique et unique de nous croire seuls. Quelle trace je vais laisser chez les autres ? Quelle trace les autres font dans cette peur ? Voilà ce qu’elle s’était souvent demandé dans ce train soviétique interminable. Bon, je dois avouer qu’en réalité je n’ai rien inventé de manière créative, loin de là, ces choses-là sorties de mon imagination sont arrivées à Chekov qui je crois est une personnalité.

L’auteur russe, à ses moments bien peu amusants, avait l’habitude d’éclater de rire en écoutant quelqu’un parler. Il changeait pour cela la logique, il construisait mentalement les situations en épisodes humoristiques en leur donnant une forme artistique. En quoi avait-il tort ? Igor Illinski, d’après Meyerhold faisait la même chose, même si c’est regrettable, car en réalité ce ne sont pas nos mots  qui produisent le rire mais notre propre imagination. Il est question de la pensée du créateur. Non, je dis cela en mettant mes exemples sous la responsabilité des Russes, j’évite ainsi le bucher des sorcières car au procès où j’expliquerai cela on me laissera tranquille en me croyant folle, bon. Ces séries de bêtises remplissaient la nuit, comme un coup de pied ou de martinet, dans l’esprit de Claire, un esprit excessif, lorsqu’une chose y entrait, elle n’en sortait plus…  C’est sûr que le martinet et cette sorte de bâtons flamand  des plus matraqueurs ne fonctionnent que par la percussion, sans guitare, tout ce qu’il faut pour devenir folle, mais par contre, ça accompagne très bien le rythme quand le sujet trouve une idée fixe et lancinante au lit, quand on ne sait plus quoi faire ou comment sortir du bourbier, c’est une journée de migraine garantie. Demain sera un autre jour, demain, j’y penserai, Moi, qui suis toujours à l’enterrement, à la différence de mon amie, quand j’ai une bibliothèque à portée de main. Ah ! Non.


[1] España Cañi (en espagnol Espagne gitane) est un célèbre morceau instrumental créé vers 1925 par Pascual Marquina Narro (1873-1948).

C’est probablement le paso doble le plus connu.

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    78. Great work on keeping things readable, the post never drags or repeats itself which I really appreciate, and a stop at flankivory added a bit more context that fit naturally with what was already said here, no need to read everything twice to get the point being made today.

    79. Just wanted to say this was useful and leave a small note of thanks, and a quick visit to taffetaswan earned a similar nod from me, the small acknowledgements add up over time and represent the real economy of trust that good content runs on across the open and increasingly fragmented modern internet.

    80. Reading this in a moment of low energy still kept my attention, and a stop at summitshire continued that engagement under suboptimal conditions, content that survives the reader being tired is content with extra reserves of pull and this site has the kind of writing that holds up even when I am not at my reading best.

    81. Working through this site has been a small antidote to the shallow content that fills most of my reading time, and a stop at thisdomainisdishk extended that antidote function, sites that quietly improve the average quality of my reading by being themselves are sites worth supporting through return visits and recommendations consistently.

    82. Coming to this with low expectations and being pleasantly surprised by the substance, and a stop at fumefig continued exceeding expectations, the recalibration of expectations upward across multiple positive readings is one of the actual rewards of careful browsing and this site is providing that recalibration at a steady rate apparently.

    83. Felt the post had been written without using a single buzzword, and a look at islegoal continued that clean vocabulary, content free of jargon and trendy phrases reads better and ages better and this site has clearly committed to a vocabulary that will not feel dated in three years which is impressive editorially.

    84. Loved the writing voice here, friendly without being fake and confident without being arrogant, and a stop at genieframe carried the same tone forward, the kind of personality that makes a reader feel welcome rather than lectured at which is a balance plenty of writers struggle to find no matter how long they have been at it.

    85. Reading this slowly and letting each paragraph land before moving on, and a stop at sofatavern earned the same patient approach, content that rewards slow reading rather than speed is content with real density and the writers here are clearly producing work that benefits from the careful eye rather than the rushed scan.

    86. Picked something concrete from the post that I will use immediately, and a look at gorgeheron added another concrete piece, content that produces immediately useful output rather than just abstract appreciation is content that earns its place in my regular rotation without needing any further evaluation from me at this point honestly.

    87. Appreciate the work that went into laying this out so clearly, every section earns its place without filler, and a look at flaskkelp confirmed the same care, definitely the kind of place that deserves a return visit when the topic comes up again later in the future or for any related question.

    88. A piece that handled multiple complications without becoming confused, and a look at kelpherb continued that organisational clarity, holding multiple threads in a single piece without losing any of them is a sign of skilled writing and this site has clearly developed the editorial discipline to manage complexity without sacrificing readability throughout.

    89. Worth flagging that the post handled an angle of the topic I had not seen elsewhere, and a look at safaritriton extended that fresh treatment, content that finds underexplored corners of well covered subjects is genuinely valuable and this site has demonstrated that exploratory editorial approach across multiple pieces in my reading sessions today.

    90. Found a small mental shift after reading this, the framing here is just a bit different from the standard takes online, and a look at stencilveto extended that fresh perspective across more material, the rare site whose voice actually changes how you think about something rather than just confirming existing beliefs.

    91. Reading carefully here has reminded me what reading carefully feels like, and a look at jadeflax extended that reminder, the experience of careful reading versus skimming is different in ways I had partially forgotten and this site has clearly refreshed my memory of what attention feels like when content rewards it consistently.

    92. Honestly impressed by the consistency of voice across what I have read so far, and a quick visit to velourturban continued that consistent feel, when a site reads like one careful person rather than a committee the experience is more rewarding for the reader who notices these subtle editorial details over time.

    93. A genuine compliment to the writer for keeping the post focused on what mattered, and a look at fumefinch continued that disciplined focus, focus is a editorial choice that compounds across many small decisions and this site has clearly made those small decisions consistently across what I have read so far this week here.

    94. Definitely returning here, that is decided, and a look at gulfkoala only made the case stronger, this is one of those rare websites that rewards regular visits rather than feeling stale after the first read which is something I cannot say about most of the places I bookmark today across all my topics.

    95. However selective I am about new bookmarks this one made it past my filter, and a look at gladfir confirmed the bookmark was worth the slot, the precious slots in my permanent bookmark folder are difficult to earn and this site earned one without making me think twice about whether the slot was justified by the quality.

    96. During the time spent here I noticed the absence of the usual distractions, and a stop at solotoffee extended that distraction free experience, content that does not fight my attention with pop ups and modals and aggressive prompts is content that respects me and this site has clearly chosen the respectful approach throughout.

    97. Quietly enthusiastic about this site after the past few hours of reading, and a stop at gorgeivy extended that enthusiasm, the calibration of enthusiasm to evidence is something I try to maintain and this site has earned a calibrated quiet enthusiasm rather than the loud excitement that usually fades within a day or two of finding something.

    98. Thanks for the moderate length, neither so short it skips substance nor so long it bloats, and a stop at flintgala hit the same balance, the right length is one of the hardest things to calibrate in blog writing and I appreciate when a team has clearly thought about it rather than defaulting.

    99. Genuinely changed how I think about a small piece of the topic, which does not happen often online, and a look at shrinetender added another nudge in the same direction, the kind of writing that earns a small mental shift rather than just confirming what you already thought before reading is a sign of careful thought.

    100. Felt the writer respected me as a reader without making a show of doing so, and a look at jetfrost continued that quiet respect, this is the kind of small but meaningful detail that separates the sites I bookmark from the ones I close after a single skim and never return to again no matter how interesting the headline.

    101. Going to come back when I have more time to read carefully, the post deserves more than a quick scan, and a stop at slacktally reinforced that, this is the kind of site that rewards a slower read which is hard to find in this fast paced corner of the internet but really worthwhile.

    102. Bookmark earned and the bookmark feels like a permanent addition rather than a maybe, and a look at herbharp confirmed that permanent status, the difference between durable bookmarks and ephemeral ones is something I have learned to feel quickly and this site triggered the durable feeling almost immediately during my first read here.

    103. Felt this in a way I cannot quite explain, the topic just hit different here, and a stop at vandaltavern continued in that vein, sometimes you find a site whose perspective lines up with how you have been thinking and reading their work feels like a small relief which I appreciated more than I expected.

    104. Reading this slowly because the writing rewards a slower pace, and a stop at veilshore did the same, the pace at which I read content is something I now use as a quality signal and writing that earns a slower pace earns my attention as a reader looking for substance these days.

    105. Speaking as someone who used to recommend blogs frequently and got out of the habit this site is rekindling that impulse, and a look at velourturban extended the rekindling, the recovery of an old habit triggered by encountering work that justifies it is itself a small kind of pleasure and this site is providing that recovery experience.

    106. A nicely understated post that does not shout for attention, and a look at ketohale maintained the same quiet quality, understatement is a stylistic choice that distinguishes serious writing from attention seeking writing and this site has clearly committed to the understated approach as a core editorial value rather than just a phase.

    107. Now feeling slightly more optimistic about the state of independent writing online, and a stop at gladhalo extended that quiet optimism, sites like this one are the reason I have not given up on the open web entirely and finding them occasionally renews the case for paying attention to non algorithmic content sources today.

    108. Just want to say thank you for putting this together, posts like these make searching online actually worth it sometimes, and a quick look at sampleshadow kept that going, useful and easy to read without any of the tricks that ruin most blog comment sections lately on the wider open web.

    109. Reading this in a quiet hour and finding it suited the quiet, and a stop at fumegrove extended the quiet reading mood, content that matches its own optimal reading conditions rather than fighting them is content that has been thoughtfully calibrated and this site reads as having a particular reading mood in mind throughout.

    110. Worth pointing out the careful word choice in this post, no buzzwords and no jargon, and a look at silovault continued that disciplined vocabulary, sites that resist the pull of trendy language are sites that will read well in five years and this one is clearly built for that kind of long durability.

    111. Closed it feeling I had taken something away rather than just consumed something, and a stop at goshfrost extended that taking away feeling, the difference between content I extract value from and content I just pass through is something I track informally and this site is consistently in the value extraction column for me.

    112. Picked a single sentence from this post to remember, and a look at flockergo gave me another to keep, content that produces memorable lines is doing more than just transferring information and the small selection of sentences I keep from each reading session is one of the actual returns I get from reading carefully.

    113. Just wanted to drop a quick note saying this was a useful read on a topic I have been circling, no fluff, and a stop at jetivory added a few extra points that fit the same simple style which makes the whole site feel coherent rather than thrown together by many different writers with different goals.

    114. A piece that read as the work of someone who reads carefully themselves, and a look at tundrasyrup continued that informed feel, writers who are also serious readers produce work with a different quality and this site reads as the product of someone steeped in good writing rather than just generating content for an audience.

    115. Came in for one specific question and got answers to three I had not even thought to ask, and a look at solacesteam extended that bonus value pattern, the kind of resource that anticipates reader needs rather than just answering the literal question asked is the gold standard and this site reaches it.

    116. Now leaving a small mental note to recommend this when the topic comes up in conversation, and a look at gullgoal extended that recommend ready feeling, content that arms me with shareable references for likely future conversations is content with social value and this site is providing that conversational ammunition consistently for me lately.

    117. The depth of coverage felt about right for the format, neither shallow nor overwhelming, and a look at velourturban kept that calibration going, getting the depth right for blog format is genuinely difficult because too shallow loses experts and too deep loses beginners but this site nailed it nicely which I really do appreciate.

    118. Worth saying that the prose reads naturally without straining for style, and a stop at glazeflask maintained the same unforced quality, writing that achieves elegance without effort is the highest tier and this site has clearly worked out how to land that effortless quality consistently rather than only on the writers best days.

    119. Now appreciating that the post left me with enough to say in a follow up conversation, and a look at senatetoucan added more material for those follow ups, content that prepares me for related conversations rather than just informing me alone is content with social utility and this site provides that social armament reliably for me.

    120. The way the post stayed on topic throughout without going on tangents was really refreshing, and a look at herbharp kept that focused approach going, discipline like this in writing is rare and worth recognising because most writers cannot resist wandering off into related subjects that dilute their main point and confuse readers along the way.

    121. During my morning reading slot this fit perfectly into the routine, and a look at fumehull extended that perfect fit into the rest of the routine, content that matches the rhythm of how I actually read rather than demanding accommodation from my schedule is content well calibrated to its likely audience and this site has it.

    122. Reading this with a fresh mind in the morning brought out details I might have missed in the afternoon, and a stop at siennathrift earned the same fresh attention, content that rewards being read at full attention rather than at energy lows is content with real density and this site has that density consistently.

    123. The conclusions felt earned rather than tacked on at the end like an afterthought, and a look at jibfig kept that careful structure going, you can tell when a writer has thought about the shape of their post versus just letting it ramble out and hoping for the best at the end which most do.

    124. Felt no urge to argue with the conclusions even though I started the post slightly skeptical, and a look at grebeflame maintained that pattern, writing that earns agreement through clarity of argument rather than rhetorical pressure is the kind I find most persuasive and the kind I want to read more of these days.

    125. Came away with a slightly better mental model of the topic than I started with, and a stop at flockfine sharpened that further, content that improves the reader thinking apparatus rather than just dumping facts into it is the rare kind I genuinely value and seek out when I have time to read carefully.

    126. Now feeling confident enough in this site to use it as a reference point for evaluating others on the same topic, and a look at ketojib continued the comparison friendly quality, sites that serve as quality benchmarks for their topic are precious and this one has clearly become a benchmark for me on this particular subject area.

    127. Now thinking I want more sites built on this kind of editorial foundation, and a stop at sampleshadow extended that wish into a broader hope, sites built on substance and care rather than on metrics and growth are the kind of sites I want to see more of and this one is a small example worth supporting.

    128. Well crafted post, the structure flows naturally from one point to the next without forcing transitions, and a stop at tallysubdue kept the same flow going, you can tell when a writer has thought about how their content reads rather than just what it contains and this is one of those examples.

    129. Found this really helpful, the explanations are simple but they actually answer the questions a normal reader would have, and after I followed solidtiger I had a clearer sense of the topic, no extra fluff just useful points laid out in a sensible order that made the time worth it.

    130. Solid quality, the kind of work that holds up to a careful read rather than a quick skim, and a quick look at tealthicket kept that standard going strong, content that rewards attention rather than punishing it is something I appreciate more and more these days online across nearly every topic I follow.

    131. Reading this in a quiet hour and finding it suited the quiet, and a stop at tangovillage extended the quiet reading mood, content that matches its own optimal reading conditions rather than fighting them is content that has been thoughtfully calibrated and this site reads as having a particular reading mood in mind throughout.

    132. Now realising the post has been quietly doing important work in my mind for the past hour, and a stop at gleamjuly extended that quiet processing, content that continues to do work after I close the tab is content with afterlife in the mind and this site is producing those long lived effects at a meaningful rate.

    133. Walked away with a clearer head than I had before reading this, and a quick visit to tractshade only sharpened that, the writing has a way of cutting through the noise that surrounds most topics online which is something I will definitely remember the next time I am searching for an answer to anything.

    134. Skipped the related links section thinking I had read enough and then came back to it later when curiosity got the better of me, and a stop at solotopaz confirmed I should have just read it first, every section of this site appears to deserve careful attention rather than skipping past lazily.

    135. Reading this back to back with a similar piece elsewhere made the quality difference obvious, and a stop at jouleforge only widened the gap, comparing content side by side is a useful exercise and the gap between this site and average competitors in the space is large enough to be noticeable from the first paragraph.

    136. Appreciate the practical examples, they made the abstract points easier to grasp, and a stop at suburbvesper added more of the same, this site clearly understands that real examples beat empty theory every single time which is the mark of a writer who knows their audience well and respects their time.

    137. A piece that left me thinking I had been undercaring about the topic, and a look at halbrook reinforced that mild concern, content that raises the appropriate weight of a subject without being preachy about it is doing important work and this site is providing that gentle elevation of attention for me consistently.

    138. The depth of coverage felt about right for the format, neither shallow nor overwhelming, and a look at siennathrift kept that calibration going, getting the depth right for blog format is genuinely difficult because too shallow loses experts and too deep loses beginners but this site nailed it nicely which I really do appreciate.

    139. Approaching this site through a casual link click and being surprised by what I found, and a look at grebeheron extended the surprise, the rare experience of stumbling into excellent independent content rather than predictable mediocrity is one of the actual remaining pleasures of casual web browsing and this site provided it cleanly.

    140. Now appreciating that the post did not try to imitate any other style I might recognise, and a stop at heronfoil continued that distinct voice, content with its own register rather than borrowed from elsewhere is content with real authorial presence and this site has clearly developed that presence through what feels like patient editorial work.

    141. Reading this in my last reading slot of the day was a good way to end, and a stop at furlkale provided a satisfying close to the reading session, content that ends a day well rather than agitating it before sleep is the kind I value increasingly and this site fits that role for me consistently now.

    142. A piece that did not lean on the writer credentials or institutional backing, and a look at flockgala maintained the same focus on substance, content that earns trust through quality rather than through name dropping is the kind I find most persuasive and this site is clearly playing on the substance side of that distinction.

    143. Solid recommendation from me to anyone working in the area, the perspective here is grounded, and a look at steamstraw adds even more useful angles, the kind of site that becomes a reference rather than just a one time read which is a higher bar than most blogs ever reach today on the modern web.

    144. Felt energised after reading rather than drained, which is unusual for online content these days, and a look at sculptsilver continued that good feeling, content that leaves you better than it found you is rare and worth bookmarking when you stumble across it for the first time today or any other day really.

    145. Glad the writer did not feel the need to argue with imaginary critics in the post itself, and a stop at gullkindle kept the same focused approach going, defensive writing wastes the reader time and confidence on positions that did not need defending and this post has clearly avoided that common failure.

    146. Reading this on the train into work was a better use of the commute than my usual choices, and a stop at glenfir extended that commute reading well, content that improves transit time rather than just filling it is content with practical benefit and this site has earned its place in my morning commute reading rotation.

    147. Glad I gave this a chance instead of bouncing on the headline, and after ketojuly I was certain I had made the right call, snap judgements based on titles miss a lot of good content and this is a reminder to slow down and check things out before scrolling past in a hurry.

    148. Reading this gave me something to think about for the rest of the afternoon, and after syruptarot I had even more to mull over, the kind of post that lingers in the background of your day rather than evaporating immediately is genuinely valuable in an attention economy that punishes depth rather than rewarding it.

    149. Honestly enjoyed not being sold anything for the entire duration of the post, and a look at joustglade kept that pleasant absence going across more pages, content that exists for its own sake rather than as a funnel to a paid product is increasingly rare and worth supporting where I can find it.

    150. Honestly enjoyed reading this more than I expected to when I first clicked through, and a stop at tigerteacup kept that pleasant surprise going, sometimes you stumble onto a site that just clicks with how you like to read and this is one of those for me right now today which is great.

    151. The headings made navigating the post simple even when I needed to find a specific section quickly, and a look at crowncovemerchantgallery continued the same thoughtful structure, small details like clear headings show that someone is actually thinking about how the reader uses the page rather than just filling it for length alone.

    152. Reading this with a notebook open turned out to be the right move, and a stop at subletviper added more material to the notes, content that justifies active note taking from a passive reader is content with real informational density and this site is producing notes worthy material at a high rate consistently.

    153. Just enjoyed the experience without needing to think about why, and a look at siriussuperb kept that effortless feeling going, sometimes the best content is invisible in the sense that you forget you are reading until you reach the end and realise time has passed without you noticing it pass naturally.

    154. If the topic interests you at all this is a place to spend time, and a look at snippetvamp reinforced that recommendation, the broader question of where to invest topical reading time is one this site answers convincingly through the consistent quality across multiple pieces I have sampled during the current reading session today.

    155. Looking for similar voices elsewhere has come up empty in my recent searches, and a stop at grebeknot extended the search frustration, the rare site that does what no other does in quite the same way is precious and this one has clearly developed a particular approach that I have not been able to find duplicates of.

    156. Just want to flag that this was useful and not bury the appreciation in caveats, and a look at soontornado earned the same direct praise, recognising good work without hedging it with criticism is something I try to practice because over qualified compliments tend to read as backhanded and miss the point sometimes.

    157. Useful read, especially because the writer did not assume too much background from the reader, and a quick look at floeiron continued in the same way, a thoughtful site that meets people where they are which is something the modern web could use a lot more of for both casual and serious readers.

    158. During a reading session that included several other sources this one stood out, and a look at serifveil continued the standout quality, the side by side comparison of sources during research is a useful exercise and this site has been winning those comparisons for me consistently across multiple research sessions during the last week.

    159. Reading this gave me the rare experience of fully agreeing with all the conclusions, and a stop at gablejuno continued that agreement pattern, content that aligns with my existing views without seeming designed to do so is just content that happens to be reasonable and this site reads as reasonable rather than ideological mostly.

    160. Reading this on a difficult day was a small bright spot, and a stop at herongait extended that brightness, content that improves a hard day is content that has earned a particular kind of place in my reading habits and this site is occupying that uplifting role for me today which I appreciate clearly.

    161. After reading several posts back to back the consistent voice across them is impressive, and a stop at hanrim continued that voice consistency, sites that maintain a single coherent voice across many pieces by potentially many writers represent serious editorial discipline and this one has clearly developed the institutional consistency needed for that.

    162. Skipped lunch to finish reading, which says something, and a stop at verminturbo kept me at my desk longer than planned, when content beats the lunch impulse the writer has done something genuinely impressive in an attention environment full of immediately satisfying alternatives competing for the same finite block of reader time.

    163. Came in for one specific question and got answers to three I had not even thought to ask, and a look at jovigrove extended that bonus value pattern, the kind of resource that anticipates reader needs rather than just answering the literal question asked is the gold standard and this site reaches it.

    164. I really like the calm tone here, it does not push anything on the reader, and after I went through globeflame I felt the same way, just steady useful content laid out without drama, which is exactly what someone trying to learn something quickly needs to find rather than aggressive marketing.

    165. Really nice to see things explained without overcomplicating the topic, the words flow naturally and stay easy to follow, and a short visit to stashswan only added to that experience because the same simple approach is used across the rest of the page too without any change in tone.

    166. Useful information presented in a way that does not feel like a sales pitch, that is what I appreciated most, and a stop at stereotarot was the same, no upsell and no fake urgency just steady content laid out properly for someone trying to actually learn from it rather than just be sold to.

    167. Now recognising that this site has earned a place in the small group of resources I treat as authoritative, and a stop at crystalcovemerchantgallery confirmed that placement, the difference between resources I trust and resources I just consume is real and this site has clearly moved into the trusted category through consistent quality over time.

    168. Appreciated how the writer anticipated the questions a reader might have along the way, and a stop at senatetrench continued that thoughtful approach, you can tell when content has been edited with the reader in mind versus just published as a first draft and this is clearly the former approach across what I read.

    169. Honest assessment after reading this twice is that it holds up under careful attention, and a look at grecofinch extended that durability across more pages, content that survives a second read without revealing weak spots is rarer than the average reader probably realises and this site clearly cleared that bar.

    170. Will be passing this along to a few people who would benefit from the perspective shared here, and a stop at stencilslick only added to what I will be sharing, this kind of generous content deserves to circulate widely rather than getting buried in some search engine algorithm tweak that pushes it down the rankings.

    171. Reading this fit naturally into my afternoon walk because I was reading on my phone, and a stop at tealsilver continued well in that walking format, content that survives mobile reading without becoming awkward is content with format flexibility and this site has clearly thought about how it reads across different devices today.

    172. Came in tired from a long day and the writing held my attention anyway, and a stop at flumelake kept that going, content that can engage a fatigued reader is doing something right because most online reading happens in suboptimal conditions like that one and quality content adapts to it without complaint.

    173. Liked that the post resisted a sales pitch ending, and a stop at uptonshade maintained the no pitch approach, content that ends without trying to convert me into a customer or subscriber is content that has confidence in its own value and this site is clearly playing the long game on reader trust.

    174. Picked up a couple of new ideas here that I can actually try out, and after my visit to tasselskein I have even more notes saved, this is the kind of resource that pays you back for the time you spend on it which is rare to come across in this corner of the web.

    175. Came in skeptical and left mostly convinced, that is the highest praise I can offer, and a look at julyelm pushed me further in the same direction, content that survives a critical first read is rare and worth recognising because most blog posts crumble under any real scrutiny these days when you actually pay attention closely.

    176. A piece that took its time without dragging, and a look at galagull kept the same patient pace, the difference between unhurried and slow is a fine editorial distinction and this site has clearly found the unhurried side without slipping into the slow side which would have lost me as a reader quickly otherwise.

    177. My usual response to new bookmarks is to forget them but this one I have already returned to twice, and a look at haleforge pulled me back a third time, the actual return rate to bookmarked sites is the real measure of value and this one is clearing that measure at a notable rate already.

    178. Reading this in a quiet hour and finding it suited the quiet, and a stop at khakifrost extended the quiet reading mood, content that matches its own optimal reading conditions rather than fighting them is content that has been thoughtfully calibrated and this site reads as having a particular reading mood in mind throughout.

    179. Now thinking about how this post will age over the coming years, and a stop at glyphfig suggested the same durability, content built to age well rather than to capture the attention of the moment is content with a different kind of value and this site has clearly chosen the long horizon over the short one.

    180. Now realising this site has been quietly doing good work for longer than I knew, and a look at suntansage suggested an archive worth exploring, sites with deep archives of consistent quality represent a different kind of resource than sites with viral hits and this one looks like the durable kind based on what I see.

    181. Felt like I was reading something written by someone who actually thinks about the topic rather than reciting it, and a look at herongrip reinforced that impression, the difference between recited content and considered content is huge and this site clearly belongs to the latter category which I appreciate as a careful reader looking for substance.

    182. Felt energised after reading rather than drained, which is unusual for online content these days, and a look at timberverge continued that good feeling, content that leaves you better than it found you is rare and worth bookmarking when you stumble across it for the first time today or any other day really.

    183. My reading list is short and selective and this site is now on it, and a stop at turbansample confirmed the placement, the short list of sites I read deliberately rather than encounter accidentally is something I curate carefully and adding to it is a real act of trust which this site has earned today.

    184. Found a couple of useful angles in here I had not considered before reading carefully, and a quick stop at hazmug added more, this is one of those sites where the value compounds the more you read rather than peaking at one viral post and then offering nothing else of substance afterwards which is common.

    185. A piece that suggested careful editing without showing the marks of the editing, and a look at grecoglobe continued that invisible polish, the best editing disappears into the prose and this site reads as having been edited with skill that does not announce itself which is the highest compliment I can offer any blog content.

    186. Now feeling confident that this site will continue producing work I will want to read, and a look at syruptunic extended that confidence into the future, projecting forward from current quality to expected future quality is something I do for sites I genuinely follow and this one has earned that forward looking trust clearly today.

    187. Honestly this kind of writing is why I still bother to read independent sites, and a look at fluxhusk extended that broader reflection, the few sites that justify continued attention to non algorithmic content are sites like this one and finding them periodically is enough to keep my reading habits oriented toward independent rather than aggregated content.

    188. Will be back, that is the simplest way to say it, and a quick visit to seriftackle reinforced the decision, this site has earned a spot in my regular rotation alongside a few other reliable places I check when I want something genuinely informative without all the usual modern web noise getting in the way.

    189. Now recognising that this site has earned a place in the small group of resources I treat as authoritative, and a stop at udonvivid confirmed that placement, the difference between resources I trust and resources I just consume is real and this site has clearly moved into the trusted category through consistent quality over time.

    190. If I had encountered this site five years ago I would have been telling everyone about it, and a look at sectorsatin extended that retrospective enthusiasm, the version of me who used to recommend favourite blogs frequently would have made sure friends knew about this one and that earlier enthusiasm is partially returning to me here.

    191. Saving this link for the next time someone asks me about this topic, and a look at jumbohelm expanded what I will be sharing with them, this is the kind of resource that makes a real difference when you are trying to point a friend to something useful and reliable rather than generic marketing pages.

    192. Thanks for laying this out in a way that someone newer to the topic can follow, and a stop at tarotshire kept that accessibility going, writing that meets readers at different experience levels without condescending is hard to do well and the writers here have clearly thought about who they are writing for.

    193. Now sitting back and recognising that this was a small but real win in my reading day, and a stop at galeember extended that quiet win, the cumulative effect of small reading wins versus the cumulative effect of small reading losses is real over time and this site is contributing to the wins side of that ledger.

    194. A piece that handled a controversial angle without becoming heated, and a look at vincasinger continued that calm engagement, content that can address contested topics without inflaming them is doing rare diplomatic work and this site has clearly developed the editorial maturity to handle sensitive material with the appropriate temperature of writing throughout.

    195. Closed the laptop after this and let the ideas settle for a few hours, and a stop at heronhilt similarly rewarded reflective time, content that benefits from sitting with rather than racing past is the kind I want more of and the kind that this site appears to consistently produce week after week here.

    196. Going to come back when I have more time to read carefully, the post deserves more than a quick scan, and a stop at tarmacstork reinforced that, this is the kind of site that rewards a slower read which is hard to find in this fast paced corner of the internet but really worthwhile.

    197. Now adding the homepage to my regular check rotation rather than waiting for individual links to find me, and a stop at trancetidal confirmed the rotation upgrade, the move from passive discovery to active checking is a vote of confidence in a sites ongoing quality and this site has earned that active engagement clearly.

    198. Now recognising that this site has earned a place in the small group of resources I treat as authoritative, and a stop at dunemeadowcommercegallery confirmed that placement, the difference between resources I trust and resources I just consume is real and this site has clearly moved into the trusted category through consistent quality over time.

    199. Bookmark added in three places to make sure I do not lose the link, and a look at snoozestaple got the same redundant treatment, sites I am afraid to lose are the rare keepers and this is clearly one of them based on what I have read so far across this and a couple of related posts.

    200. A well calibrated piece that knew its scope and stayed inside it, and a look at gridivory maintained the same scope discipline, scope creep is one of the failure modes of long blog posts and this site has clearly invested in the editorial discipline to prevent it which shows up in tightly contained pieces.

    201. Solid endorsement from me, the writing earns it, and a look at khakikite continues to earn it across the broader site too, the kind of operation that maintains quality across many pages rather than just one viral post is a sign of serious commitment and that is what I see here clearly across what I read.

    202. Reading this back to back with a similar piece elsewhere made the quality difference obvious, and a stop at foamhull only widened the gap, comparing content side by side is a useful exercise and the gap between this site and average competitors in the space is large enough to be noticeable from the first paragraph.

    203. Even from a single post the editorial care is clear, and a stop at vetovarsity extended that care across more pages, the kind of attention to quality that shows up in every paragraph is what separates serious sites from the rest and this one has clearly invested in that paragraph level attention across what I have read.

    204. Skipped the related products section because there was none, and a stop at junipercovemerchantgallery also lacked any aggressive monetisation, content that is not constantly trying to convert me into a customer or subscriber is content that has confidence in its own value and that confidence shows up as a different reading experience.

    205. Reading this brought back the satisfaction I used to get from blogs ten years ago, and a stop at slacktally kept that nostalgic quality alive, sites that capture what was good about an earlier era of internet writing are increasingly precious and this one is doing that without feeling like a deliberate throwback at all.

    206. Pass this along to anyone you know dealing with similar questions, the answers here are clear, and a stop at hekarc adds even more useful material, this is the kind of resource that deserves to circulate widely rather than getting lost in the constant churn of new content online that buries good work daily.

    207. Really appreciate the lack of pop ups, modals, cookie banners stacking on top of each other, and a quick visit to shoreviper confirmed the same clean approach across the rest of the site, technical decisions about user experience are part of what makes content actually pleasant to engage with for sure.

    208. The pacing of the post was just right, never rushed and never dragged out unnecessarily, and a look at smeltstraw maintained the same rhythm, you can tell the writer has experience because the difficult skill of pacing is something only practiced writers manage to handle well in long form content over time and across formats.

    209. A thoughtful read in a week that has been mostly noisy, and a look at havenfoam carried that thoughtful quality across more pages, finding pockets of considered writing in a week of distractions is one of the small wins of careful curation and this site is providing those pockets at a sustainable rate.

    210. If you asked me to point to a recent positive sign for the open web this site would be near the top, and a stop at twainsilica reinforced that designation, the few sites that serve as evidence the web can still produce quality independent content are precious and this one has clearly become one for me.

    211. Came in confused about the topic and left with a much firmer grasp on it, and after gnarkit I felt I could explain this to someone else without hesitation, that is the gold standard for any educational content and most sites simply fail to reach it ever which is unfortunate but true.

    212. Well done, the writing is professional without being stiff, and the topic is treated with care, and a look at galehelm reflected that approach, the kind of site I would point a colleague to if they asked for a reliable starting point on this topic in the future without any hesitation at all.

    213. Thanks for the honest framing without exaggerated claims that the topic will change my life, and a stop at surgetarmac kept the same modest tone, restraint in marketing language signals trustworthiness and the writers here are clearly playing the long game by building credibility rather than chasing immediate clicks through hyperbole.

    214. Even from a single post the editorial care is clear, and a stop at echoharborcommercegallery extended that care across more pages, the kind of attention to quality that shows up in every paragraph is what separates serious sites from the rest and this one has clearly invested in that paragraph level attention across what I have read.

    215. Worth saying that this is one of the better things I have read on the topic in months, and a stop at grifffume reinforced that ranking, the topic is well covered by many sources but few do it with this level of care and the few that do deserve to be flagged so other readers can find them.

    216. Speaking honestly this is among the better discoveries of my recent browsing, and a stop at vikingturban reinforced that discovery quality, the ranking of recent discoveries is informal but meaningful and this site has placed near the top of that ranking based on the consistency of quality across what I have already read carefully.

    217. Came in skeptical of the angle and left mostly persuaded, and a stop at foilfrost pushed me a bit further in the same direction, content that can move a critical reader by argument rather than rhetoric is rare and worth pointing out because it indicates real substance underneath the surface presentation here.

    218. A piece that respected the reader by not over explaining the obvious, and a look at slippersixth continued that calibrated approach, finding the right level of explanation is one of the harder editorial calls and this site has clearly thought carefully about what readers will already know versus what they need help with consistently.

    219. Recommend this to anyone who values clear thinking over flashy presentation, and a stop at superbtundra continued in the same understated way, this site has its priorities in the right place which makes it worth supporting through repeat visits and recommendations rather than just one passing read today before moving on quickly elsewhere.

    220. Now noticing that the post avoided the temptation to be funny in places where humour would have undermined the substance, and a stop at heronjoust maintained the same restraint, knowing when to be serious is a rare editorial virtue and this site has clearly developed it through what I assume is careful editorial practice over years.

    221. Liked the way the post balanced confidence and humility, and a stop at tomatotactic maintained the same balance, knowing when to assert and when to acknowledge uncertainty is a sign of mature thinking and the writers here have clearly developed that calibration through what I assume is years of careful work on their craft.

    222. Learned something from this without having to dig through layers of fluff, and a stop at tinklesaddle added a bit more context that helped tie things together for me, definitely a useful corner of the internet for anyone who wants real information without the usual marketing nonsense around it that often ruins similar pages.

    223. Came in confused about the topic and left with a much firmer grasp on it, and after taigascenic I felt I could explain this to someone else without hesitation, that is the gold standard for any educational content and most sites simply fail to reach it ever which is unfortunate but true.

    224. A memorable post for me on a topic I had thought I was tired of, and a look at kitidle suggested the same site can refresh other tired topics, sites that can revive my interest in subjects I had written off as exhausted are doing rare work and this one is clearly doing that for me today.

    225. Quality work here, the post reads cleanly and the points stay focused throughout, and a stop at sodasalt kept the standard high, you can tell the writer cares about the final result rather than just hitting publish for the sake of having something new on the page to feed the search engines.

    226. Found this useful, the points line up well with what I have been thinking about lately, and a stop at heyaro added some angles I had not considered yet, definitely walking away with more than I came for which is the best outcome from time spent reading online for any kind of topic.

    227. A modest masterpiece in its own quiet way, and a look at tundraturtle confirmed the same quiet quality across the rest of the site, calling something a masterpiece is usually overstating but for content this carefully crafted the word feels appropriate even if the writers themselves would probably resist the label honestly.

    228. Reading this prompted me to dig out an old reference book related to the topic, and a stop at shorevolume extended that connection to other sources, content that connects me back to my own existing knowledge rather than asking me to forget it is content with continuity and this site has that continuous quality.

    229. The whole experience of reading this was pleasant from start to finish, no pop ups and no annoying interruptions, and a look at turtleudon continued that clean experience, technical choices about page design matter for the reader and this site clearly cares about the small details that add up to comfort across multiple visits.

    230. Now adjusting my mental model of how the topic fits into the broader landscape, and a look at waveharbormerchantgallery extended that adjustment, content that affects my structural understanding rather than just my factual knowledge is content with deeper impact and this site is providing those structural updates at a meaningful rate consistently across topics.

    231. Reading this prompted me to dig into a related topic later, and a stop at groovehale provided some of the starting points for that follow up reading, content that triggers further exploration rather than satisfying curiosity completely is content with real generative energy and this site has plenty of that energy throughout it.

    232. Worth your time, that is the simplest endorsement I can give, and a stop at tundrastout extends that endorsement across the rest of the site, this is one of those increasingly rare places that delivers on what it promises rather than over selling the content and under delivering on substance every time which I find frustrating elsewhere.

    233. Liked that the post landed without needing to manufacture controversy or take a contrarian stance for attention, and a stop at unionstaff continued that grounded approach, content that earns attention through quality rather than provocation is the kind that builds long term trust rather than burning it on quick wins.

    234. Came away with a slightly better mental model of the topic than I started with, and a stop at hazegloss sharpened that further, content that improves the reader thinking apparatus rather than just dumping facts into it is the rare kind I genuinely value and seek out when I have time to read carefully.

    235. Strong recommendation, anyone interested in this topic owes themselves a visit, and a stop at hickorygrid extends that recommendation across more of the site, this is the kind of resource that makes me more optimistic about the state of the open web than I usually am these days actually for once which is genuinely refreshing.

    236. Easily one of the better explanations I have read on the topic, and a stop at vinyltrophy pushed it even higher in my mental ranking of useful resources, the kind of site that beats the average not by trying harder but by simply caring more about what it puts out daily which always shows.

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